der-konig said: Hey glad to see you posting again.. dope blogs are so random. Junkie pride!

lol YES junkie pride! i dont always have internet :(

posted : Wednesday, November 13th, 2013

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posted : Monday, November 4th, 2013

griimeey said: My blog got hacked and deleted and your blog is the only one I remembered. I sold all of my electronics for dope so I haven't had time to make a new tumblr but I got a phone and of course I wanted to see how you are!

yay! im flattered you remembered me! i sold all mine too :( im doing okay..same old… ugh. always broke always sick. 

posted : Monday, November 4th, 2013

Anonymous said: is it true that heroin makes you lose weight quick? bc ive been using for about 3 weeks and people are already saying i look thinner..

well its not that HEROIN makes you lose weight… but it can make you forget to eat/not have an appetite/not have money for food(my case)…. but i hope youre not doing heroin to try and lose weight.. and youve been using for 3 weeks? if i had someone to tell me this when id been using for 3 weeks, id be in such a better place…QUIT WHILE YOURE AHEAD. TRUST ME. THIS IS NOT SOMETHING YOU WANT. ITS NOT COOL OR FUN. please please please….if i could save you from becoming a junkie id be so happy. talk to me as much as you need to.. ill help you to drop it. its not a way to live. please, you still have a choice right now. HEROIN TAKES AWAY YOUR FREE WILL. please, try to walk away. i know it can make you feel accepted and like you belong, thats what drew me to it… but please….youre life is worth so much more than that. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 

posted : Tuesday, October 22nd, 2013

Anonymous said: I hope you have better days and find the beauty in yourself <3 I've been in the same boat. Life is difficult.

<3 thank you <3 trying…. :<

posted : Monday, October 21st, 2013

homefromarentedhouse said: Ah really happy to see you posting again! How are you doing?

hey! thaanks… not so good today lol. tryna make some money. sick. same old!!!! 

posted : Sunday, October 20th, 2013

whos in the nyc area…cmon message me

posted : Sunday, October 20th, 2013

Anonymous said: Hey just throwing you some love! I have a slight idea what your facing as I had a really bad case of depression and anxiety and drugs seamed like the only way I could stay alive. But there is light at the end of the tunnel and one day when your ready I'm sure you can quit :)xx Stay strong! Ps: sorry I'm annon, I'm too scared not to haha

hey thanks! and btw if you write to me off anon i wont publish that shit, and im a good secret keeper. i dont care who you are, im the least judgemental person ever lol…i mean..cmon ;) and i hope your anxiety is getting better. i have it so bad…. i always wake up feeling like ive been strangled all night frm my heart going so fucking fast. 

posted : Saturday, October 19th, 2013

Anonymous said: Why did you start heroin I wanna know your story .

heyyyy. uhh i dont have some super crazy story..basically im an idiot for thinking id be any different than anyone else and not get hooked. i was in a really lonely bad place and have rly bad anxiety and was hanging out w these 2 guys i thought were my friends that used heroin, and i tried it with them. before i knew it i was doing it like every day.. then we had a huge falling out and i had stopped for a while, this was before i was physically addicted… but i thought about it all the time..was already super mentally dependent on it. it made me feel accepted and calm and shit. then i started again and wanted to try shooting it and convinced someone to show me how, bc if they didnt i would try on my own anyways and that would be more dangerous…and that was like almost 3 years ago lol. ive gotten clean and relapsed like 6 times… i dont know how the fuck ill ever beat this shit. its bad. but FUCK i love it.

posted : Saturday, October 19th, 2013